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December 31st 2007

A lot to be thankful for

About this time of the year I like to reflect upon all of the things that I have to be thankful for. I suppose I could be forgiven for looking at 2007 as a year to rapidly forget. On the contrary, despite all of the medical issues that I have had to face up to, I truly do have a lot to be thankful for and also have many fond memories to look back on from the year. Among the highlights were being with my family to watch the space shuttle Atlantis launch from the Cape back in June and taking my nine year old daughter to her first rock concert. I took her to see Rush (one of my long time favourite bands) and she loved it. We also got to enjoy our new swimming pool for the first time and I traveled a lot less than usual and as a result got to spend a lot more time with the wife and kids. Lorna and I did some fun things too, including a weekend break to Houston to watch the Astros play which was a lot of fun. So all in all we had a lot of fun in 2007. When October arrived and I was diagnosed with cancer, I will admit that I did for a while fall into a brief pit of self pity. However, due to the amazing support of my wife, other family members and all of my friends around the World I was able to (for the most part) rebound and keep my spirits up. I am truly thankful that my family doctor was on the ball and caught the cancer at what we hope was a fairly early stage. I am also extremely thankful that we found such a skilled surgeon to operate on me and that the surgery went by without major incident. I am also grateful to all of the nurses and other staff at the Seton Medical Center in Austin for the care and professionalism they showed me during my time as their "guest". I am also more thankful than simple words can truly express, for all of the e-mails, other messages of support, gifts, cards and deliveries of food that arrived (and continue to arrive). In times of crisis you really do need your friends and you have all been amazing.  Thank you all so much. So as we head into 2008 I have regained much of my optimism and am looking forward to whatever the year brings. I still have some unknowns in my future, but hey, which of us doesn't?  I also know that I am not alone in having had to face up to some severe personal challenges in 2007. Several of my very good friends have lost loved ones or had to face up to their own medical challenges. All of you remain in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that you each find strength and happiness in 2008.

Wherever you are reading this, I hope that 2008 is full of good things for you.

Happy New Year!

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December 29th 2007

Enjoying a few days off

As well as having some time off work to spend with the family over the last week or so, which has been great, I have also enjoyed having a block of days with no chemo treatments. I have had a lot of side effects from the previous two treatments so I really need this time to recover from those. My next round starts next week on January 2nd so I am trying to make the most of the time between Christmas and the New Year. On "Boxing Day" (December 26th) I spent a lot of time in front of the TV watching the English Premier League before I had to go see the oncologist for my "off week" checkup/iron infusion visit. . As many of you know I am a huge Arsenal fan and the match between Portsmouth and Arsenal was one of the many I enjoyed watching (despite the Arsenal performance being extremely flat). Of the matches I watched, the game of the day had to be the 4-4 draw between Aston Villa and Chelsea. We are fortunate here in the US these days that the Premier League gets a lot of TV coverage so I am able to keep up really well with the matches. In fact, as I type this I am watching Chelsea play Newcastle live on the TV and after this match is over the Arsenal/Everton match is on so I guess I'll be glued to the TV for a few more  hours yet.

A couple of nights ago our kids had a sleep over with some of their cousins and Lorna and I were able to go to a movie. We have not really managed to have a "date night" since my surgery so this was a real treat. There are currently several movies on that we would like to see but in the end we chose National Treasure: Book of Secrets and we both really enjoyed it

I have also been trying to get back into my reading again. I still haven't finished any of the books that I started before my surgery back in October. This has nothing to do with the quality of the books, however. It's more a case of I have had trouble relaxing enough to read and lately the chemo seems to have negatively affected my eyesight such that my eyes get tired after just a few pages. Thankfully I just had my annual eye exam and my new glasses should be ready next week.

Given I still get tired pretty easily, I have had to spend a fair bit of time stuck on the couch resting. Consequently I have finally managed to spend quite a bit of time playing with the new Mac Book Pro laptop. I remain really impressed with this machine. The operating system and all of the preloaded applications seem really well done. I'm planning to start maintaining this web site using the Mac fairly soon. The only complaint I have is that the iWeb program that came with the machine (as far as I can tell) can only be used to create new web sites and not to edit/manage existing ones - so this for me is not very useful. While talking about computers, we bought the kids a new PC for Christmas, primarily to stop them destroying the machine in the office here at the house (which is the only one we had previously that could run their favourite games). The machine we got them came preloaded with Windows Vista. Sadly, of the three games I have tried to install so far, not one of them has worked. They all worked fine on the other machine, which is running Windows XP.  So I'll either be putting XP on the new machine this weekend, or I'll end up giving them my home office machine and putting the new machine in there.

As my friends outside the US may not realise, this is a big time here in the US for collegiate football. There are seemingly endless "bowl" games on TV between Chritmas Eve and New Years Day. This year, our local team, the University of Texas Longhorns were in the Holiday Bowl, played in San Diego a couple of nights ago. They were not expected to win but in fact did win and convincingly so (52 - 34) over Arizona State. Lorna and I enjoyed watching the game on TV. After an average season by their standards, it was nice to see Texas end the season in style.

Later today (if he ever wakes up!) I promised Jack we would put his new Hotwheels track together. I'm not sure which of us is looking forward to it more. After that I have to help Robyn download some more music into the new iPod that she got for Christmas. In fact Lorna and Robyn both got new iPods so I think I am going to be busy loading up iTunes with large chunks of our CD collection over the next few days.

That's about it for now. I hope you are all enjoying the holiday season as much as we are.

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December 25th 2007

Merry Christmas!

The kids were up before the Sun at about 7:30am this morning and I guess once again they managed to keep off the naughty list as Santa appears to have been very good to them.  The living room floor is covered in new games, toys and debris! I must admit I really enjoyed watching them have fun and go nuts ripping into packages this morning. We just had breakfast and are now taking a few minutes to catch our breath while the kids play with their loot before worrying about the next round of activities!

To all my friends and family around the World who celebrate Christmas I wish you a very special "Merry Christmas" and to all my friends who celebrate other holidays I wish you likewise nothing but good things at this festive time of the year. All of you have done so much to support me these past few months for which I am extremely grateful. In spite of the tough things we have endured recently I am constantly reminded of the all the good things in the World that I need to be so very thankful for.

From me and my family to you and yours, I wish you peace and joy.

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December 21st 2007

End of round two

I finished my second (of the 12 planned) chemo rounds this week. So far the side effects are much the same as last time but I have been a bit more proactive with the medicines that help fight the side effects and also got a few good suggestions from my oncologist which have helped. So far, overall, I think I am coping a little better this time than the first. The oncologist hopes this trend will continue. We are trying to have as normal a Christmas as possible and the focus now is on all of those last minute (non medical) items that go with the season While I have a checkup visit next week I have no more chemo sessions until January so this will help me enjoy the break a whole lot more. As I said we have a lot to do here, so I will be brief today but wanted to post something as many of you have been asking after me (as always thanks for all the support and messages in the Guest Book).

I hope wherever you are reading this you have a very safe and enjoyable holiday season.

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December 17th 2007

Jack turns 6

I'm actually sitting in the oncologist's office beginning round two of my chemo treatments as I type this, but I wanted to make a posting today that is not about me for a change! Today, is my son Jack's birthday and he is turning six (where did the time go, they grow so fast). He went off to school very excited this morning with a plate of cookies that Lorna made for him to share with his class mates and he seemed to be really enjoying being the centre of attention. On Saturday we held his birthday party at a local place called Pump it Up where the kids get to bounce around on all manner of large inflatable toys. We had about 20 kids show up and a good time was had by all. Here's a photo I took of Jack with his sister (Robyn) enjoying himself at the party.

Jack and Robyn having fun
Jack and Robyn, December 15th 2007

Jack got several fun presents from his friends at the party and the two of us spent a lot of time on Saturday afternoon and Sunday morning opening packages and putting things together. I think one of his favourite toys is the pump action nerf gun that fires table tennis ball sized nerf projectiles at high speed. Luckily for me his aim isn't too good yet!

I'll post some more updates about me as the week progresses and I get further into chemo round two but for now I just want to enjoy watching my son be the centre of attention for a change!!

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December 12th 2007

The new Mac, Halo 3 and me

I finally started feeling "normal" again on Sunday (December 9th), and have been trying to get caught up on a number of things since.  Consequently, it has been a few days since my last posting. The good news is that since Sunday I have actually been feeling pretty good. I visited the oncologist's office on Monday for my "off week" checkup visit and they told me all of the symptoms I am experiencing are pretty normal for the drugs they are giving me and that it is likely that this pattern of good days and bad days will repeat itself as we progress through the treatment program. From my point of view, at least knowing there will be several good days will make it easier (I hope) from now on to adjust to the bad days. The other good news is that my haemoglobin level (which if you read some of my postings from October) was dangerously low for a while, has improved significantly. This will certainly help with my energy level and I am really happy to see it rising.

Given it took me several days to recover from the first chemo round, I have not had as much time or energy to play with the new Mac as I would have liked. However, today, I met a good friend who is a Mac guru for lunch and he was kind enough to give me a crash course in some of the cool features and also help me setup some of the key software that I want to run on the machine. I hope to spend more time over the next few days exploring. My ultimate goal is to be able to use the machine for both work and fun. Even in the short amount of time I have had to play so far, I have been very impressed with both the machine itself and the new Leopard operating system software that came preloaded. 

I mentioned in my previous posting that I would comment on the amazing journey the Mac took to get to me. I guess this just shows what a global economy we live in. I ordered the machine from the Apple web site which I assume is in California but have no real idea where it is. I naively assumed the machine would come from California too. However, when I got the FedEx tracking number and went to track the delivery I found the machine was being assembled and shipped from Shanghai in China. It was a lot of fun to follow the journey from then on. I managed to figure out which FedEx flights the machine was on by cunning use of flight trackers and the FedEx web page. I was able to follow the machine as it made its way to me across the Pacific. In the end, before being delivered  at my front door, the machine visited the airports in Shanghai, Anchorage, Indianapolis,  Memphis and Austin - quite a journey! What I found even more amazing was that the machine arrived within 25 minutes (early) of the originally scheduled delivery date and time that had been given to me when I placed the order a few days before - pretty impressive I think.

This week I have worked a full day each day so far and that has been really nice in terms of giving me a strong feeling of normality. I also managed to finally make time this week for my annual eye exam (which was months overdue) and I was glad to see that my eyesight is more or less the same as it was last year. I have been told that the chemo may negatively affect my eyesight so I wanted to get my new glasses ordered before the chemo has a chance to distort everything too badly (no pun intended). While my energy is definitely continuing to come back, in the evenings I still find I need to spend quite a lot of time taking it easy by relaxing in front of the TV or doing other low energy things like playing games. This week (admittedly with help from my kids) we managed to complete level 8 of the solo player missions in Halo 3 (there are ten in total). We are now fragging our way through level nine! Halo 3 is a very enjoyable game but also a very pleasing game in terms of the overall graphics and production quality. Once I am done with the single player missions I am tempted to try playing on-line but I am also more than a bit worried that that could turn out to be a really big consumer/waster of time - but right now maybe that's OK!!

I'll try to post again soon with more updates. My next chemo round starts on Monday (December 17th) so I am going to try and enjoy the next few days before the anticipated next cycle of "feeling lousy" starts.
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December 5th 2007

End of round one

The chemo program I am on feels to me a lot like the way professional boxing must feel. The two participants pummel each other over the course of 12 rounds. Only in this case, the 12 rounds are spread out over six months and the other guy does all the pummeling and my job is to basically "hang in there" and wait for the bell. Today I ended round one. I'd say we're maybe about even on points but I am certainly dealing with a formidable opponent!  I have experienced a lot of side effects. None of them are major when taken independently but when taken as a whole they have left me feeling pretty wiped out. Thankfully I have until December 17th before round two gets underway. At least, unlike professional boxing, the opponent is pummeling me with the intention of leaving me better off at the end and not out cold on the mat. I don't have the energy to describe the exact regimen and how it works but I believe it is known commonly as FOLFOX. I found a site based in the UK that seems to describe it quite well. Here is a link to that site. If you read the summary at that link you will see I am getting treatment both in the oncologist's office and also at home (via a pump that stays with me during the rounds). They remove the pump between rounds. It will be nice to be able to sleep tonight without the pump. I had hoped to post an update yesterday but at least for now I have been struggling to keep up as much as I have been recently. Hopefully I will adapt to this and do better over time.

On a happier note, I bought myself a new toy, an Apple Mac Book Pro laptop that I hope to use to keep me occupied during some of the upcoming chemo visits. I have never owned a Mac before so I am excited to start exploring all of the cool features. I'll make a dedicated posting in the next day or so to talk about the Mac and my first impressions. I'll also describe the amazing journey the machine took to get to me.

I continue to be grateful for all of the kind messages I continue to receive via the Guest Book, e-mail and so many other ways. I really appreciate and continue to need all of your support.

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December 3rd 2007

First chemo visit

Just a quick update as I am wiped out from today and off to bed in a few minutes. Today was my first chemo appointment. I arrived at 8:30am and was expecting to be there about 4 hours maybe 5 at most. As it turned out, mainly due to this being my first visit but more due to volume of patients and I think some staffing issues I ended up in my chair for 9 (yes nine) hours. I was in fact the last patient out the door and it was already getting dark outside when I left. All of this said, I love the staff at the office where I am being treated and they made my time there as pleasant as could be. Also, having a WiFi network really helped pass the time. I used my laptop to do quite a lot of work, pay my bills and talk to friends and colleagues via instant messaging. They sent me home with a pump that keeps infusing more medicine into me over night which will make sleeping a bit odd tonight I think. So far I have not noticed much in the way of side effects but I am expecting a few over the course of the treatment based on my "education" today. I'll post more tomorrow but wanted to just get a quick post up tonight as many people have been contacting me to ask how it went. I certainly appreciate all the support. OK off to bed for me. More updates soon.

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November 30th 2007

More surgery and more football

I spent yesterday afternoon back at the hospital to have the surgery done to put in the port-a-cath that will be used to infuse the chemotherapy meds starting next week. The procedure itself was very quick but we (my wife and I) still ended up spending several hours at the hospital (by the time you factor in the waiting room, paperwork, surgery prep, surgery itself and finally recovery). Before they put me to sleep, I had a chat with my surgeon in the OR and he again checked the status of my previous repairs and he gave me the all clear to ramp up my physical activities. I am very pleased about this but of course will ramp up slowly so as not to overdo it.  My surgeon will see me again in six months, after the chemotherapy is over at which time he will remove the port (yet another minor surgery) and begin the three monthly monitoring process that I discussed briefly in my last posting. We left the hospital around 5pm and by then I was extremely hungry having not been allowed to eat since midnight the previous day.

Thankfully the sedation wore off pretty quickly and I actually felt pretty good almost immediately I woke up. Given I was both hungry and as always very open to any and all distractions I was able to accept a friend's kind offer to to join him at 7pm for dinner while watching the Dallas Cowboys vs Green Bay Packers game at another friend's house (this specific game was a very big one and was only available via satellite - something we don't have at our house).

Today I am a little more tired than I have been in recent days but I slept well last night and otherwise feel OK. The area around the new incision is pretty sore as is to be expected but I'm sure that will calm down soon.

I forgot to mention in my prior posting that I got the all clear to drive my car again too. While I don't yet feel confident driving long distances as my mind tends to wander sometimes, it has been great to be able to make a couple of very short trips by myself to local shops. Even the small things mean a lot right now.

This weekend I mostly plan to take it easy and maybe do a bit of Christmas decorating around the house - the kids are getting desperate to make progress on that. When I was a kid growing up in England I am sure we didn't start this early but it seems these days (at least around here) as soon as the Thanksgiving holiday is over the Christmas trees start appearing. On Saturday evening, assuming I feel up to it, I am going down to San Antonio (which is about 90 miles from here) with one of my brothers-in-law as we have tickets for the Big 12 Championship game. For the benefit of my friends and family outside of the USA, this is a fairly major college (American) football event. We were hoping that the University of Texas (which is based here in Austin) would make it to the game but they fell short this year. Given we already have the tickets and that it should still be a great game anyway we are still planing to go and hopefully enjoy the game. This is a fairly big deal for me as this will be by far my biggest adventure since before the surgery - and in case you were worrying - no I will not be doing the driving!

That's the update for now. I hope you all have a pleasant weekend.

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November 27th 2007

A few days of normality

As I mentioned in my prior posting, last Thursday was the Thanksgiving day holiday here in the United States. For many of us, that meant a four day weekend. Despite the weather here in the Austin area being really nasty (cold and wet) it was nice to have a few days in a row where no one was pushing me, prodding me or sticking needles into me! We went to my brother-in-law's house for a fairly large family gathering on Thursday which was a great distraction for me and it was also great that I was able to enjoy the wonderful meal that had been prepared without too many worries. That said, I'm still learning which foods my new digestive system does best with and which ones mess me up. This will be an ongoing process for some time yet I think! On Friday we had a gathering at our house to watch the Univerity of Texas vs Texas A&M college football game (that's American football for my friends outside the USA). I am also getting a bit more confident about going out in public now so on Saturday we took the kids to see the Bee Movie which we all enjoyed. On Sunday we went to visit my wife's mother. So all in all I had four days of family time with lots of distractions. I also found some time to play Halo 3 which I am rapidly becoming addicted to.

This week I have to get back into the medical routine. Today I went and got my flu shot so that is taken care of before chemo starts next week. On Wednesday (tomorrow)  I have to go to the hospital for my prep visit for the small surgery I am having on Thursday to place the port into my chest that will be used to deliver the chemo meds. It's supposed to only be a half hour procedure and is being done as day surgery. Chemo is due to start next week. I am also due to see my surgeon again next week for another checkup. If he likes my progress I should get the all clear at that point to resume a few more physical activities (once I get my strength up some more anyway). I'm actually going to be seeing a lot of my surgeon over the coming months as at least for the time being he wants to monitor me at three monthly intervals. At least the monitoring can be done in his office without the need for all of the nasty preparations that go with a full colonoscopy. I guess eventually I'll get into the routine of all these appointments but right now, and I guess this means I am feeling quite a bit better, I am about ready for a break from the seemingly endless visits to one medical office or another! As always I'll just have to deal with it. The mess my kids make around the house (which can be substantial) has also started bugging me again for the first time since before the surgery so I guess that is another sign that I am feeling a bit better !!

Many of my neighbours have already put up their exterior Christmas decorations and my kids are on my case to do the same. I told them that if I feel up to it that maybe we'll make a start on that later in the week (energy and weather permitting).

Apart from a little time off for medical appointments I am planning to try and work pretty much a full week this week unless but I am being careful and will take breaks as needed.

I continue to be grateful for all the messages in the Guest Book as well as the e-mails and calls I am getting from people checking on me. All in all, I think I am coping fairly well. I still have a long way to go, and I am definitely a bit nervous about chemo and how I will react to it, but for the most part I have a lot more good days than bad ones at the moment. I'm trying to keep my attitide positive which I manage to do for the most part but I still have my moments!

Anyway, I'll post again soon, probably after the surgery on Thursday.

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November 21st 2007

The plan moving forward

This week I learned a lot more about the next stages of my treatment. On Monday I met with my surgeon for my post surgery follow up. He is happy with the way I am healing from the surgery and I think he is pleased with my overall level of activity, energy and enthusiasm. He has however told me to remain on a program of very limited activity for another three weeks. Primarily to risk causing any damage to the area of the surgery. I have to see him again in early December and at that time (not that I am probably going to be up to it physically) from his point of view I should be released to restart more normal activities - even some sports if I want to.

Yesterday (Tuesday) I met the oncologist for the first time. I was extremely nervous going into that appointment as I know that these guys deal largely in statistics and probabilities and I knew it was time to face up to some numbers specific to me. However, the doctor could not have been nicer and explained everything nicely, clearly and even with a bit of humour. I took to him immediately. We discussed options, statistics and all manner of related things and he laid out for me his treatment plan. Even though my cancer was caught fairly early, and is officially being classified as a stage 2 cancer, he still believes that a course of chemotherapy adds quite significantly to my chances of a cure. I am not going to go into the numbers here (they really aren't that awful but I just prefer not to dwell on the stats too much). So I will start chemotherapy on December 3rd and it will take six months to complete the course. I will have to go to his office on two consecutive days every other week for a total of 12 visits (hence six months). I will also have to go back briefly on the third day of every "on" week to have the pump they send you home with removed. He has assured me that the chemicals used have improved a lot over the years and that I should not get nauseous or lose much (if any) hair. There are a few possible side effects, the biggest one being fatigue, but none of them sound too terrible. The office visits are going to be a little longer than I had realized. I think (memory fails me a bit here) they said 240 minutes on the first day and 180 minutes on the second (but I may have got that wrong). The good news is that this is a pretty high tech oncology practice and they have wireless internet in the treatment room - maybe you'll see a blog post from there in the future!!

As some of you may know, the prefered way of "plugging me in" to the chemo machinery each visit is through a port that is installed in my chest. This means I have to go back into the hospital next week (Thursday November 29th) for a minor surgery to install the port. The same surgeon who has been treating me can also do this procedure and he says it takes about 30 minutes and they will send me home the same day. I'm a little down at having to have yet more (albeit minor) surgery, but I'll deal with it.

So that is the update. I am glad I have got through the visits this week and that the plan both makes sense and also gives me a certain amount of confidence. Nothing is certain in life but I feel I am getting the best possible treatment and being given the best possible chance for a full recovery. In many ways my future is out of my hands now so I am going to try to just keep up as normal a life as I can over these next six months and try not to worry about the  future and things that are out of my control.

As always thanks for all of the continued support and encouragement. It really helps. This is still a scary time for me but having all of you with me (I feel  a bit like the guy in the Verizon phone commercial who has his network following him around) is really helping keep my spirits up.

I'll post again soon.

To all of my friends in the USA, a very Happy Thanksgiving. To all of you in other countries have a wonderful rest of the week.

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November 14th 2007

Slowly getting my strength back

Hi everyone. I had hoped to be able to post here long before now but the surgery took a lot more out of me than I had expected it would. This week for the first time since leaving the hospital (on November 2nd) I have actually felt like looking at a computer for more than just a few minutes. The good news is that I have been doing what I was told and getting lots of rest.

Lorna has been using the Guest Book as a bulletin board to try and keep everyone up to date on my progress so hopefully most of you know roughly where things stand.  The Surgery went well but I ended up in the hospital for a full week to allow me enough time to be ready to go home. I finally got to come home on November 2nd and it was great to be back in my own "space" again. My appetite is slowly coming back but I have lost about 30 pounds since going into the hospital (some diet plan!!). I still have some pain but really it  has not been that bad and I have had to use surprisingly few pain pills.  My energy is also slowly coming back (as I mentioned above the surgery took a lot more out of me than I had anticipated it would). I have been able to take a few (very short) walks and also watch a couple of my kids soccer games. This week I even dialed into a couple of work meetings and started reading some of the 1000 plus e-mails that have accumulated during my "down time". It was great to both be doing some of the things I would normally be doing on a work day and also to hear some of my colleagues voices again. I am also trying to adjust to the physiological changes that my body has undergone - let's just say that remains a work in progress!

I am seeing my surgeon for my post-surgery follow up visit next week and I am also meeting an oncologist who will decide if I need a (hopefully limited) course of chemotherapy.

We have been overwhelmed with the number of gifts, meals, cards, messages in the Guest Book, e-mails  and other wonderful things that people have sent us over the last few weeks. I am trying to thank each of you individually but to all of you a huge THANK YOU. It really has helped keep my spirits up to know that so many of you are out there cheering us on.

I'll post again in a few days when we know more about my next steps and any additional treatment plans. For now I am just working on getting my strength back and not overdoing it too soon. I am hoping that if I do need chemotherapy that we can wait until after Thanksgiving here in the US (which is a big family get together time) before we start.

Thanks again everyone for your support. You all mean the World to my family and I.

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October 25th 2007

Almost there...

So the waiting is almost over. My surgery is scheduled for tomorrow morning (Friday) at 11am Central Time (although we have to be at the hospital around 9am to check in). For those who know the Austin area, I will be in the main Seton hospital on 38th Street. We're not sure yet how many days I will be in the hospital but I am guessing at least three and maybe a few more.

Obviously I will not be posting many more updates here for a few days (at least not from the hospital anyway - but don't think I haven't been trying to think of a cunning way to pull that off!).  After surgery, as soon as she can, my wife Lorna, is going to put an update in the Guest Book  as she can do that easily from any web connected computer she happens to find near the hospital. So if you want the latest news please keep an eye on the Guest Book for the next few days.

Last night I coached my U6 boys soccer team (probably for the last time this season) and enjoyed being out in the fresh air one last time before I go "under the knife". After practice we ordered a bunch of pizza's for the boys and the parents and had a few laughs. Not quite the final pre-surgery  meal I had originally intended, but in a way, it was perfect. This morning I managed to make one final trip to Starbucks before my pre-surgery special diet kicks in.

Talking of the special diet, I'm not allowed to eat or drink anything else now except for clear liquids (sadly I don't think vodka or gin counts) until after surgery. I also have to start taking the medicine that "prepares" you for surgery. I'll leave the details of that to the imagination. If you have ever had any kind of colo/rectal procedure you'll know what I am talking about!

So, that really is about it for now. Thanks again to you all for your endless support and help in keeping my spirits up these past couple of weeks. I am hoping that now I truly can start on the road to recovery how ever long or short it may be, and at least I feel like we are moving forward again.

As the waiting is at last (almost) over and we start out on that road forward, I am reminded of the words spoken by a  famous countryman of mine back in 1942. "Now this is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning."

Thanks again everyone for all your support, I hope to be back here in a few days with some more updates.

Kelvin

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October 22nd 2007

Quick update

I spent all morning at the hospital today getting "prepped" for Friday. If you have ever had surgery you will know the pre-admission routine: Answer lots of questions, meet lots of people, have an EKG, give (yet more) blood samples, give other samples, more tests and so on. Then there is the seemingly endless paperwork. I signed so many forms today I probably missed something in the small print stating that the hospital now owns my house and car! I have also had to give blood samples so often lately I am starting to feel like a pin cushion. I also spoke to the surgeon again today and I think he's all set to go so I think we are almost there - I just hope my Xanax supply holds out for a few more days! I feel noticably more nervous today than in recent days but all in all I think I am managing to "hang in there".

Over the Summer I had been actively trying (and succeeding - albeit slowly) to lose a bit of weight.  The last few days I have been trying as hard as I can to put it back on again! I figure that post-surgery my appetite is not going to be back to normal for a while and I am not really sure how soon I'll be eating normally again so the last few days I have been trying to eat things that I love without worrying too much about what they are doing to me. On the way home from the hospital today my wife and I stopped at Dave and Busters and I had a really good (and probably my last for a while) hamburger. This is one of the few pluses of my current state of mind - if it sounds good, eat it!

This past weekend we made the most of the beautiful weather. I helped coach my daughter's soccer team at 1pm on Saturday and then coached my son's team right after that. On Saturday night we went to visit the same friends we saw last weekend to watch the Rugby World Cup Final. Sadly, this time, England came second but a good time was had by all. On Sunday I went and watched my soccer team play as the anemia has kept me from being able to keep playing myself  but I wanted to spend a bit of time with the guys before the enforced downtime I have coming post-surgery.

Today, a first blast of Winter arrived in Central Texas. Over night a cold front blew in. Yesterday it had been in the high 80's Fahrenheit, today so far (as of 3:45pm) I don't think we have managed to get above 56F here at the house. It has also been raining off and on all day. This type of 30 degree swing is typical for Texas. It's supposed to be back into the 70's again by mid-week after this front has done its thing.

Finally, I continue to be very humbled by the continued flow of cards, letters, e-mails and postings to the Guest Book. Thank you all so much for your continued support. I am also very grateful to several of my work colleagues who got together and sent me a wonderful basket full of goodies. You are all extremely kind.

I'll post again soon with any more news but I think, for the most part, I just have to make it through until Friday morning now.

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October 19th 2007

It's hard to feel bad when the weather is this good

The weather here in Central Texas this past week has been, in a word, awesome. The overnight lows are in the 60's Fahrenheit with a few places dipping into the 50's. Right now at 9:20am it is 61 degrees outside of my home office and I am working with the window open - quite a luxury at the end of a long Texas Summer. During the day it has been warming up into the high 80's or even low 90's and it is likely to do that again today. There is a cool breeze and the sky is clear blue. Just about perfect. This weather pattern is predicted to continue for some time yet so we will be looking at another busy weekend of coaching kids soccer games. My Surgeon wants me to stay active until the surgery and while the anemia is preventing me from being too active (playing soccer would be out)  at least I can take some gentle walks around the neighbourhood and enjoy this wonderful weather.

There is no additional news to report today on the medical front. I'm still waiting for the test results to come back that I described in my posting on October 16th but other than that we are proceeding pretty much according to plan. I have to go to the hospital in the early part of next week for the pre-surgery work up (to make sure I can handle the anesthetic etc.) and then of course Friday next week is the big day.

I am still receiving loads of e-mails from all over the World  wishing me good things and I cannot tell you enough how much I appreciate that. Also to those of you that are filling the Guest Book with messages - you are very kind, thank you.

I'll post again here as we get more news and as we get a bit closer to the 26th. For now I'm going to sit here, get some work done, and enjoy the cool breeze that is blowing in through my window.

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October 16th 2007

Change of plans

The surgeon who is treating me called last night and we met briefly in his office again today. As I mentioned in my posting on October 11th , he had met with the doctor who performed the colonoscopy on me and was calling me after having had that conversation. Unfortunately he now feels we need to adjust from current "Plan A" to a somewhat more radical "Plan B".  Before I discuss the new plan I should perhaps explain how we got there. The doctors believe the root cause of my current problems is a genetic condition called Attenuated familial adenomatous polyposis  (AFAP for short). I am not going to try, nor am I qualified to, go into a lengthy explanation of what AFAP is. Heck, two weeks ago I had never heard of it. In short, however, it means someone my age is likely to have a large number (more than 20 but less than 100) of polyps in their colon and has a much higher than normal predisposition to these becoming cancerous in a relatively short amount of time. Today I went and had yet more blood taken so that a genetic analysis can be performed to prove for certain that I have AFAP (the results will be several days coming back) but I apparently have all of the classic indications of it and my medical team seem pretty much convinced on this one. My bigger worry, as a parent of course, is that there apparently is a 50% chance of this being passed on to my children. That, however, is a bridge we do not have to cross today.

So now for the change of plans. Plan A had been to remove a large part of the colon, Plan B (I am told the recommended procedure for AFAP cases like mine) is to remove the entire colon. The logic is along the lines of if you leave part of the colon behind, because of the AFAP, in a year or so we'll be right back here again and in the meantime I'll be almost living in the doctors office getting checked for a recurrence (I'm exaggerating obviously but not that much). However, to an "average man in the street" like me, this whole new plan, at least at first, sounds horrific and I have to tell you that last evening after the surgeon called, I found myself feeling like I had taken a huge step backwards. Today, however, after meeting with the surgeon in his office and asking all kinds of questions about quality of life and future preventative care needs I think I am (slowly) coming to terms with it. If all goes according to (the new) plan, I still believe I can live a fairly normal life. I am not going to go into the gory details of what it means in terms of living without a colon but I am sure you can find a lot more information about it on the internet should you so desire!!

Surgery is still scheduled for October 26th. Suffice to say, I am a little shaken by this change of plans but as I had more or less adjusted to things under Plan A I am sure I will rapidly adjust to Plan B.....

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October 15th 2007

Keeping distracted

This weekend, with the help of many friends and family and a very busy social schedule for the kids, we managed to keep me extremely distracted and I can honestly say I had a really nice weekend. On Saturday we had to get off to an early start as my daughter's U10 soccer team had a game at 8:30am in Georgetown, which is about a 30 minute drive from our house. At least at that time of day it was still nice and cool outside (by Texas standards) . In the low 70's Fahrenheit at most. They play 8 a side (7 on the field plus a goalie). I had fun coaching the girls and watching them try really hard against a team that had been together a lot longer than us and were in many cases a lot bigger than our girls were. For a team that has only been together a few weeks, to do so well against a team that has been together for three years, in my opinion, was excellent. It was indeed inspiring to me to see them all try so hard against a very strong opponent. After that we drove home for a couple of hours of "down time". This gave me the chance to experiment with a surprise present that a a couple of dear friends had sent me on Friday. A package from Amazon.com turned up on my doorstep, out of the blue, on Friday afternoon. When I opened it, inside I found a copy of Halo 3. Now if that doesn't keep me distracted I am not sure what will. Look for more on my Halo experiences in future posts. I got to play for about an hour before it was time for us all to pile back into the car and drive to my son's U6 soccer game. This was a fun game too. At this age it is 3 versus 3 with no goalies and teams have 6 players. We play 8 minute quarters. I usually sub all 3 in or out once a quarter so everyone plays 4 times. It's great to see the little guys trying to do all of the things we have worked on at practice like (talk to each other, pass the ball, look where the goal is before you shoot at it and so on). This week we faced a tough team who focussed on defending their own goal and like  the great soccer managers who have come before me (OK well I can dream) I had to devise a plan to break down this stoic defense. I called the boys together at half time having observed the opposition strategy throughout the first half and shared with them my visionary thoughts on this issue "OK boys", I said, "go out there, have fun, run hard, and score a bunch of goals".  Inspired by the depths of my coaching insight that is exactly what they did!!  We don't keep score at this age - the focus is correctly supposed to be on fun and learning the game but a couple of our parents who apparently had been casually counting the goals said we edged it! To me, no matter what the score, we've won if six tired but smiling faces come trotting over after the game is over to dive into their well earned snacks!

On Saturday evening we had a baby sitter come watch the kids so we could spend the evening with some English friends and watch England play France in the Semi Final of the Rugby World cup. Aided by the result ( England 14 - 9 France), the good food and great company we had a really nice evening.

On Sunday I spent most of the morning and part  of the afternoon playing video games with my son as my daughter was at a birthday party. We had some quality boy time together which I think we both needed. Sunday evening we went to visit some family members and it's impossible not to be distracted when you have so many excited kids all getting together after a few weeks apart! Again we had more good food and conversation which included a deep discussion on the topic of Doctor Who between myself and one of my brothers-in-law which was excellent!

As I mentioned in my previous posts, I am trying to keep up with my reading and on Sunday I finished Dark Wind by Clive Cussler. It's another of his Dirk Pitt adventures and was pretty much par for the course compared to other books of his I have read. Definitely a "page turner" but perhaps a little formulaic and (in the books I have read ) the bad guys always seem to come from the same part of the World. I'm starting to wonder if the author has a secret grudge to bear. That aside, it was still an enjoyable read.

Today a couple of my long time good friends from work (who I have actually not seen a lot of lately)  took me out to lunch (thanks Mike and Mike) and again seeing them was a nice distraction.

 I have continued to receive a large number of cards, phone calls, e-mails, IM's and postings to the Guest Book. As always thank you all so much for that. You guys are doing a great job of keeping my mind off of my troubles.

That's about it for today.

Eleven more days until surgery - I'm going to need all of these distractions for quite a few days yet.

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October 11th 2007

The waiting game

Those who know me well probably have noticed that I have trouble sitting still. I need to be busy and I hate to wait. I hate to wait for planes, buses,trains, people who are late for meetings and in this case necessary surgery. The next few days for me are going to be the ultimate test of my patience (and probably of many anxiety related prescription drugs!). We have spoken to all three of the doctors treating me in the past few days and all have reassured us (multiple times) that it's OK that we are not doing the surgery until the 26th.  For me though it still doesn't make the waiting any easier. I am trying to focus on work quite a bit and attending several meetings by phone. The worst time is definitely the evenings when things calm down and my mind starts imagining all of the amazing disasters that might befall me next!

However, many of you have sent me things to keep me pre-occupied and for that I am truly grateful I am indebted to my friend Tom Glover who pointed me at the following piece of colo rectal surgery humour! Thanks Tom, that gave us all a good laugh here at my house- I think I'll e-mail my surgeon the link (AFTER he operates on me!). Talking of my surgeon, he and the doctor who did the colonoscopy on me are meeting to consult with each other today. I am not expecting any major plan changes but I'll let you all know if anything should change.

Several of you have asked about the kids so today I removed the password on the family section of the web site (click on Family & Friends in the sidebar). Those of you that want to can take a look and see how fast they are growing up. I'll try and add some more pictures in the next day or so. That will be another good project to keep me busy.

I am managing to relax enough to keep up with my reading and have also been working on my skills at Madden NFL 2007 to help keep me busy when I just need a little mindless distraction (mostly in the evenings after the kids are asleep). Also, and this really was good news to me, the medical folks say it's OK for me to keep coaching the two soccer teams I am involved with right up until the surgery. I coach my son's U6 team and I am the assistant coach on my daughter's U10 team. A little fresh air and exercise is in fact, JUST what the doctor ordered. We have practice three nights a week and games on Saturday. Being able to stay involved with these is a major plus for me.

Several of you have sent me cards in the mail - thanks so much for that very kind and very much appreciated act. Thanks also for the continued stream of e-mails, IM's and postings to the Guest Book. It really does help.

That's about it for now...


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October 10th 2007

Health scare and a lesson for us all

Warning if you are squeamish about medical topics you may want to skip this posting.

Over the latter part of the Summer I had been having trouble sleeping, mainly because my legs were becoming so restless at night. If you have never struggled with restless legs it's hard to describe but it is sufficiently annoying enough that it can easily keep you awake half the night (and for me it was doing so). I had become so restless my wife had to find another room to sleep in for fear of being karate kicked to death before morning!! Another symptom that I was having that I did not realize then but do realize now to be related, was a lack of stamina when playing sports (drastically more so say than a few months ago). So, given all this, a few weeks back I went to see my family doctor to ask if I could have some tablets to help me sleep and to ask if I needed some of this new Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS) medicine that is being advertised heavily on the TV here in the US at the moment. He did give me something to help me sleep but also took a blood sample to check my iron levels as low iron can contribute to restlessness . For those of us that remember our human biology from school, you will recall that, iron helps maintain the haemoglobin level in the blood, or put another way,  haemoglobin is the iron-containing protein attached to red blood cells that transports oxygen from the lungs to the rest of the body.  When my blood tests came back the levels were way below normal. So low in fact I was borderline for a blood transfusion right then and there. This immediately explained the restlessness and the lack of stamina - basically I did not have enough oxygen in my body . So I was diagnosed as anemic but now we needed further tests to find out why.  My doctor's opinion (which proved correct) was that I was losing blood somewhere - basically he suspected some form of internal bleeding (maybe a stomach ulcer or a colon polyp that was bleeding). I was referred to a Gastro Intestinal clinic. On October 1st they performed both a colonoscopy and an endoscopy on me (basically they checked my colon and my stomach for signs of trouble).  My stomach was basically clear but the news in my colon was not so good. The GI doctor found several polyps, one of which looked "extremely suspicious" (English translation "we think it's cancer but need a biopsy to be sure").  For  the colonoscopy I was heavily sedated and it was many hours before I really came around enough to comprehend that  even at my relatively young age (42) and with my very active lifestyle and high fibre diet it was still likely that I had colon cancer.  When this all sank in I was a mess. I don't recall a day in my life when a single piece of news has hit me quite so personally and quite so hard. I did not find myself thinking so much of my own future but much more so of my young kids (5 and 9) and my wife.  Thankfully the doctor sent over a prescription for something to help me relax that night and the next morning we began the process of more tests and preparing to fight back. On October 2nd I went and had a CT scan and had my blood cross typed in case I did end up needing a blood transfusion (given I still was very anemic). On October 3rd (Wednesday) we started to get the results back. The bad news was that the biopsy has confirmed that I do have cancer in my cecum (bottom of the ascending colon if you again remember your human biology). The better news was that the CT scan and additional blood work had found no evidence of spreading and that we believe (I am a pessimist and always have trouble with good news) that the cancer is localized to the colon.

Yesterday (October 9th) I met with a colo-rectal surgeon to discuss my options. Based on the collected test results, he has developed a surgery plan for me which will require quite a large part of my colon to be removed but if all goes well will enable me to eat and perform other digestive system related activities pretty much normally after that. The surgery is planned for October 26th. I'll post details about the hospital and other relevant information closer to that date. After the surgery they will again test the various parts of tissue and lymph nodes that get removed during surgery and we will know much more about what this cancer has been up to. At that point I will meet with an oncologist to see if I need chemotherapy or not and I will likely also get a PET scan. I am encouraged by the fact that the medical team is comfortable waiting a few days to schedule this surgery on a non-panic basis but I'd still rather have this over with. If an earlier date opens up on the surgeon's schedule I will most likely take it for no other reason than to reduce the wait time.

That then...minus a few of the nastier details, is pretty much the full update. The lesson for us all in this (especially us stubborn men) is go see your doctor even for little things that are bugging you. If I had ignored this we would not have caught it as soon as we hope we have. I am also very grateful to my family doctor who did not just give me meds to help me sleep but was thorough and did that blood test that helped me get a proper diagnosis. I know that doctors get a lot of pressure to prescribe certain medications from the reps selling them. Any drug reps out there reading this please take note - treating the symptom does not always equal finding the cure.

I know several of you have already found out about this from the blogoshpere and other contacts and I truly appreciate all of the prayers, thoughts, e-mails ands other messages my family and I have received at this time. To be honest I am still in shock but slowly getting my energy back to prepare me for my road to recovery. I'm hoping it's not too long a road but there remain so many unknowns only time will really tell. Please do keep sending me those e-mails they really help - sometimes even surrounded by family and friends one can feel very alone at a time like this and knowing that you are all out there cheering me on is giving me amazing strength. It's also somewhat surreal, to have been following the courageous fight of Robert Jordan (see my prior posting) against a truly evil disease to now find myself in the middle of my own fight.

Finally, as several people have asked about it, I have turned on the Guest Book at this web site. Please do feel free to leave us a message if you are soon inclined.

My wife Lorna has been a rock by my side through this. It all came out of the blue and we have shared  a fair amount of tears together  but we are feeling stronger now and ready to start out on the road towards getting me cured. My kids are doing OK but not great. Jack (he's 5) is actually fine. We told him daddy will get better and due to his nature he just accepted that and keeps on trucking. He is  however mad at me that the doctor won't let him have my colon in a jar for show and tell at school (go figure!). My daughter, Robyn (she is 9) has taken this hard. She is blessed with about 500% of the empathy found in an average person. This can be both a blessing and a curse. She has figured everything out very quickly and she is hurting. We are taking steps to make sure she gets what she needs to get through this too.

I will keep responding to e-mails as quickly as I can but I will also post a message here whenever there is any news to share.

I have always felt one of my greatest gifts in life is having so many wonderful friends and family around the World. Thanks for sticking with me through this.I need you all.

Kelvin

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September 17th 2007

Robert Jordan

I read with great sadness today, that James Oliver Rigney, Jr. (known to most of us by his pen name of Robert Jordan), author of the extremely popular Wheel of Time series of books has died. He had been fighting illness for some time and I had been following his blog and always hoping for good news. Sadly today the news is that he has lost his battle.

His books have kept me company on many a long plane ride and I have met many others while traveling who were also carrying copies of his books.

My sincere condolences to his family and friends.

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September 16th 2007

I'm still way behind

Despite my best intentions, I am still way behind in my postings here. I am managing to keep several of the other sections up to date and I really am hoping to get back to a regimen of regular postings here soon.  We have crammed a lot of interesting activities into the Summer break but I have to confess that now that the kids are both back at school things do feel a little calmer around here and hopefully that will let me get back to my long planned web site overhaul. However, with both kids now playing soccer (both insisted they would only play if I helped coach), a lot of my free time after work and at the weekends is taken up with that. We have practices three nights a week and games every Saturday and even a few on Sunday! For those interested in my work activities, I have been making some (fairly regular) postings to my work blog. One of the things I have managed to do over the Summer is make more time for reading which has been particularly nice.

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June 18th 2007

Watching Space Shuttle Atlantis (STS-117) launch

I am way behind in my updates here, so over the next week or so I am going to try and get caught up. What better way to start than with a brief description of attending a Space Shuttle launch!

I felt both extremely lucky and privileged to be able to attend the launch of Space Shuttle Atlantis (STS-117) a few days ago on June 8th. It was even more fun to have been able to have my wife and kids with me. Hopefully this is something that my kids will never forget. I know I won't.

I used to live in South Florida (about 200 miles from the Cape) and I have seen several launches from there. However, from that far away, you only see the Shuttle on very clear days and only when it has climbed fairly high into the sky. By pure chance, I found myself able to be at the Cape for the recent launch and seeing a it up close is just waaaay better!

I was in Orlando for a short vacation with the family and had not even realized that a launch was planned anytime soon. When we heard that the launch was scheduled for 7:38pm on Friday evening (June 8th) and that there was an 80% chance of good weather, we decided the chance it and drive the 60 miles out to the Cape. The roads were very busy, clearly a few other people had the same idea :-)  The whole way there and the whole time we were waiting for the launch, I kept saying to myself  "try not to get excited, something will probably delay the launch, this probably won't happen today" - but could not hold back a sense of great excitement and it did launch!

Atlantis blasts into space
We watched the launch from the lawn alongside the Astronaut Hall of Fame which is about 8 or 9 miles from the launch pad (on the mainland side of the causeway). We got there several hours early but NASA did an excellent job of keeping us both informed and entertained during the wait for launch. They had a big screen setup with up close shots of the launch preparations and they also had a stage setup. Former Shuttle Astronaut Col. Bob Springer made several appearances on the stage and spoke to us about where things were in the launch. He also took questions (many from young children) and answered them all very well. What a great role model he was (if only other people kids look up to were such good advocates for believing in your dreams). NASA also had setup a food tent, toilets, and gave everyone who had paid the small fee to park and attend the launch there unlimited access to the Hall of Fame and Museum (which my wife and I and the kids really enjoyed).

The picture below shows pretty much the view we had. Not knowing there was any chance this might happen when we left home for our vacation, I had left all of my bulky long lenses behind so this was taken with my small 35-90mm lens but it still captures the moment pretty well. Unfortunately there were two launch pads visible and I had positioned myself with a great view of the wrong one! Right before launch I heard that the Shuttle was actually on the launchpad behind the tree (and power lines) that were right in front of me - but hey - I was not looking for a professional shot, just a few great memories and we sure got that. The only thing that this picture cannot convey is the sound wave that we both heard and felt a few seconds after launch.


There was great feeling of community during the wait and the few thousand of us there all counted out loud for the final few seconds before ignition. There was also a noticeable moment of quiet when Atlantis reached the point in it's takeoff where Challenger had suffered the malfunction that none of us will ever forget.

As I said at the start of this posting, I felt both lucky and privileged to be part of this experience -  WOW!
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April 20th 2007

Things that make me feel old #27

During the mid 1980's while I was at university and during the late 80's on into the early 90's while enjoying having a real job for the first time and a bit of money to spend I was quite a big collector of music CDs (which at the time were fairly new and we still called them albums!). Consequently, I have a fairly large and extremely diverse CD collection covering most forms of music popular during those years. I'm already feeling old as a large chunk of what I bought back then is now only played on radio stations that include the word "Classic" in the name but this week I found myself feeling even older - want to know why? Read on...

One band I was really into during my university years (and before) was The Electric Light Orchestra (E.L.O). I think I own all of their albums on both vinyl (many bought during the 70's) and on CD . I even (I think) still have a few cassettes of theirs laying around as well  (yeah I know that's pretty hard core). I had not listened to much E.L.O stuff for a while but this week I felt like listening to a few of the early E.L.O albums while working. For some reason I decided to (foolishley I now realize) look up on the web when "Face the Music" by said E.L.O (which I was listening to at the time) was recorded. Well the answer, if you can believe this, is 1975. Can it really be that long ago? 32 years? Wow!

I think I'm gonna go listen to one of my Cold Play CDs for a while. When I look up when they were recorded I feel much younger again (and a bit more with it as well!!!)
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March 12th 2007

Spring Break, DST comes early, and other updates

Things have been very busy both at work and home. As a result I have not posted here (to the home page) for a while. I have been keeping some of the other sections of the site updated but I still have a lot of updates that I need to make waiting in the queue. Work wise I have been traveling quite a bit (just inside the US so far). On one of the trips (a week in the Raleigh Durham area) I passed over the 2 million mile mark in the American Airlines frequent flier program on the way home. While a lot of my colleagues fly substantially more than I do, this was still a stark reminder of just how much I have been traveling the last few years. I am more than ready for the amount of travel to slow down. Sadly, travel is the price I pay for choosing to live in a place that is remote from many of my co-workers and customers.

While on the subject of travel, last week I had to go to Chicago for the day to attend some meetings. It was amazing to see the difference that a few hundred miles makes to weather conditions (Chicago is just under 1000 miles from here). I left Austin at 6:00am on a beautiful clear sunny day (the high that day was in the high 70's F). When we landed in Chicago it was a scene from mid-Winter. Frozen lakes, snow, planes being de-iced and a high temperature of 29 degrees Fahrenheit. This was a good reminder of why I live as far south as I do! I got back to Austin around 11pm the same day – tired but happy to be back in warmer climes!

The other reason that I have been posting a bit less here than usual is that I have started working on a prototype for a completely re-designed look for this site. My goal is to switch over to that later in the year (yes it's time for the pink to go!).

We have had drought conditions for a long time now as well as some fairly warm temperatures. In fact it's been sufficiently warm that the temperature of the water in the pool has been hovering around 70 degrees (Fahrenheit) for the last few weeks without needing to use the heater. I think I was the first one in the pool in mid February aided by the fact that I have a very high tolerance for cold water. I think this is due to growing up in England where the English Channel was often this cold even in the midst of Summer! Both kids have also now been swimming several times now, but Lorna has yet to “take the plunge” !

This weekend in the US, we switched over to Daylight Savings Time. This is considerably earlier than usual due to a change in the law that came into effect this year. I spent most of Sunday morning making sure that all of the computers and other electronic devices in the house had realized the time has changed. For the next few weeks we find ourselves only 5 hours behind the UK which will make working with my colleagues there just a little bit easier. Of course getting the kids out of bed while it is still dark outside is not so easy (that's the downside of starting DST so early!).

In the sporting world, this week sees the start of the Cricket World Cup. I'm keeping my expectations extremely low for England's chances but of course I wish the team all the best as they head into this two month long event. Hopefully the successes they enjoyed towards the end of the recent tour of Australia will give them some momentum going into this competition. As with the football World Cup, one of the interesting dynamics is that as well as the big name cricketing nations you also get some other countries playing in the event that are not known for their cricketing prowess. It will be interesting to see if we get any surprises. What odds for a Scotland vs Holland final I wonder ? :-)

This week the kids are off school for Spring Break so, naturally, drought notwithstanding, it's pouring with rain and supposed to be wet until at least Wednesday.

Anyway, that's the update for now. I will try and get into a more regular pattern of posting over the next few months.


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January 16th 2007

The downside of working from home - no ice day!

Wherever you are reading this I hope that your year is off to a good start. I took a large part of December off to recharge the batteries after a very busy 2006. Consequently I have not posted here at all since early December. The new year for me is already off to a busy start but at least I feel somewhat rested and ready to go. Over the holiday period in the Austin area we had a mix of warm,cold and wet weather. The new year has started in much the same way. It was 75 degrees Fahrenheit here last Friday but since then it has become quite cold. Today we awoke to temperatures in the low 20's Fahrenheit with a mix of ice, freezing rain, sleet and snow. A few minutes ago we had about 30 minutes of snow but not enough for the kids to have a good snowball fight. Around here the kids don't see snow very ofter so as soon as it starts they all run outdoors . I think the last time we had any snow that settled was in 2004 and even then it only stayed on the ground for a few hours. The weather forecast I just listened to says we could see a few inches of snow before the week is over. All of the area schools are closed and most businesses are shut and I just looked at the airport website and am really glad I am not trying to fly anywhere today. This is definitely a day for not going anywhere if you can avoid it. Those who live in colder climes would be taking a day like this in their stride but this far South the place basically grinds to a halt when we get a rare day of real Winter. So while many people are enjoying an "ice day" off work - yours truly is at his desk working away as usual. I work from home a lot but one of the few downsides is that when we have a really bad weather day I can't say "sorry I can't look at that today as the office is closed". That said we have started having some power and gas outages and that could certainly slow me down a bit.

I'd like to express my best wishes to all my many friends and colleagues around the World for a safe and prosperous 2007. I hope I'll get to meet many of you during my travels in the coming months.

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December 31st 2006

Taking time to reflect and be grateful

As another year winds down, I find myself reflecting on the fact that I have a lot to be thankful for. My wife, my kids, a stable job, many wonderful friends and family members all over the World. Wherever you may be reading this, I wish you all the very best for 2007.

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December 11th 2006

"Beam me up....err....Anthony"

Over the weekend I was with my wife and kids in a store looking at a large display of Christmas tree ornaments. There was the usual collection of novelty ornaments to hang on your Christmas tree. Among them was a Star Trek one showing Kirk, Spock and Scotty standing in the transporter. My son, on spotting this one unpromted by me, says, "Dad, let's buy that one, look...it's the Wiggles"

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December 6th 2006

Welcome to my new home!

If you are seeing this message, you have already found me at my new home!

I created this web site in the Summer of 2004. At that time it was mostly done to give me a way to experiment with different aspects of building a site and to allow me to post a few articles of interest to friends and family around the World. Until this week I was using the limited web site hosting service offered by my ISP, which has served me well enough until now. However, I have finally reached the point where I can no longer work towards building the type of site that I ultimately want to build within the constraints imposed by my ISP. They only give me 5mb of disk space and do not allow any server side scripts (including things like PHP) to run. As I look back at the site and how it has evolved over the last few years, I am actually amazed how much I have been able to cram in to that 5mb allocation. This week I signed up with a real hosting company and I now have more disk space at my disposal than I know what to do with (at least for now!). This will allow me to upload a lot more photos and also (over time) to enable more features than I have been able to in the past. I also finally got around to registering the "kelvinlawrence.net" domain as part of this fairly major upgrade. Initially the new site will look a lot like the old one but over time I hope to add a lot more here....as they say..."watch this space".

While migrating everything over to the new hosting company and the new domain name I have tried to be very careful and adjust any links so that they correctly reference the new site and not the old one. If you come across any broken links with the new site please do let me know.
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November 30th 2006

Here we go again...that crazy Texas weather!

Yesterday evening before we went to bed it was in the low 70's Fahrenheit and during the day the temperature had been up as high as 80 degrees. Overnight a very strong cold front came in and we awoke to find ice on the windows and temperatures down in the 20's. I have written here many times about the crazy Texas weather but you never quite get used to it. Yesterday we sent the kids to school in shorts and t-shirts and today we sent them off in heavy coats and sweaters! Along with cold front last night we had an interesting selection of severe weather alerts (hail, wind, thunder storms, tornadoes) that kept the program on my PC that monitors the weather chirping out warnings all night.

I have been maintaining my effort to keep up with my reading. This month I read Tom Clancy's The Bear and the Dragon (all 1100 plus pages of it) which I enjoyed a lot. I also read The Partner by John Grisham which I also thoroughly enjoyed. I am now reading Deception Point by Dan Brown and Hyperion by Dan Simmons. When it comes to books, one of my bad habits is that I tend to buy them in batches and then go back and read them. The net result of this is that some books have sat on my bokshelves for a very long time before I get around to reading them. Hyperion is a prime example, as I bought it while still living in tyhe UK back in 1990 and I am only now getting around to reading it in November 2006!

Last week the kids were sick and this week I have been very much under the weather as well but other than that things at home are going well. The pool project is coming along quite nicely (I'll try and upload some photos soon) and what looked like a large muddy hole in the ground a few weeks ago is now starting to look a lot more like a swimming pool as each day passes. If the weather cooperates, I am hoping it might be finished and ready for water in about two or three weeks.

I would be remiss in posting this update if I did not comment on the Ashes series that has just got underway in Australia. If any of my Australian friends and colleagues are reading this, what can I say, it looks like revenge may well be yours unless things change drastically after England's less than stellar performance in the first test!! That said, back in 2005, I recall feeling like this after Australia easily won the first test at Lords so maybe history can and will repeat itself - we'll have to wait and see. Either way, I hope it's another great series and as much fun to watch as the 2005 one was. Keeping up with the matches is hard from here in the U.S. The coverage starts at around 6pm in the evening here (which is not too bad considering that equates to midnight for those following the matches in the U.K.) but almost all of the regular internet feeds are blacked out due to licensing restrictions. The second test starts this evening (Friday morning for those in Australia) and I'll be doing my best to follow along and hopefully will not be made to suffer as much as I was a few days ago listening to Australia make record scores at the Gabba.

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October 27th 2006

Miscellaneous notes from a busy week

Most weeks are busy these days between work and family commitments and this week was no exception. Several days I stayed up late (and into the next day) to dial into some business meetings in Asia (but that was better than having to travel there given how crazy things have been at home).

In spite of how busy life has been, I have made a promise to myself that I will somehow find more time to read than I have been managing of late. This week I managed to read a couple of fairly short books. The first was Digital Fortress by Dan Brown and the second was the Great Train Robbery by Michael Crichton. I enjoyed both and found it easy to get through them but neither were in my opinion that great. If you look at my Books and Magazines page you will see that I gave each book a score of 7 out of 10. Digital Fortress is the third of the four Dan Brown books currently in print that I have read. The other two being Angels and Demons and The DaVinci Code. Of the three I enjoyed Angels and Demons the most. His other book Deception Point is in my queue of books sitting next to my desk waiting to be read. The Great Train Robbery is one of Crichton's first books (written I think in 1974). To be honest I didn't know it even existed until I saw it in a discount rack at the local supermarket a couple of weeks ago. Given my background (being born and raised myself in the UK) I picked up a copy as it looked like a storyline that I would enjoy. To be honest, it reads as much as a history book as it does a novel but it was none the less quite readable. I enjoyed his portrayal of events in Victorian England around the middle of the 19th Century and found it easy to relate to the period having studied it in detail while at school. The book was enjoyable enough but not as compelling a read as some of his other works. I guess, for me, it was a bit like watching the movie "Titanic", you already know the punchline before you get there, which for me, has never worked as well as a style of storytelling as one where suspense is maintained until the final chapter.

Other than being busy and finding time for a bit more reading, there has not been too much of note to report this week (which is just fine). We had quite a bit of rain during the week and so there has not been any progress made on the pool. The weather has been the usual mixed bag for this time of the year. A cool front (the tail end of a storm that left 18 inches of snow in Colorado earlier in the week) finally came in last night and we haven't yet quite managed to reach 70 Fahrenheit here today. It's also been quite windy here all day. The forecast is good for the weekend so hopefully I can spend a lot of time outdoors with the family and the dogs.

Finally, the dreaded annual test of willpower (also known as "how the heck am I going to stop myself eating too much Halloween candy?") is just a few days away. Luckily I have a soccer game on Sunday to try and run off a few calories first!

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October 19th 2006

Kakuro puzzles, the new pool and other miscellany

Towards the end of last year I got quite hooked on Sudoku puzzles for a while. They can be quite addictive. I ended up writing a small computer program in Java that solved them and that helped cure me of that particular addiction! Recently while checking out at my local grocery store I spotted (and bought) a new book of Kakuro (also known as Cross Sum) puzzles. Although I believe that these puzzles are quite popular I had not come across them before. In my spare time I have been trying to teach myself the Python programming language and so last weekend I decided to write a Python program to help solve Kakuro puzzles! I decided not to let the program fully solve the puzzles but to be more of a solver's aid (listing possible combinations of numbers that achieve the desired sum etc.). So for now the Kakuro puzzle book is remaining a fairly regular companion!

Life at home has been very busy (I think we've visited just about every flavour of kids doctor and dentist in the last two weeks!) and so I haven't been able to update the pages here too much lately. You may have noticed that I have been trying to keep up with my reading and I just finished World War: In the balance by Harry Turtledove which was a good read. I'm grateful to my friend Roger for introducing me to this author, whose work I had not read before.

Meanwhile, we finally broke down, after living here for 10 years, and decided to put in a pool. Today I am working from home with all the windows shut (despite the nice cool weather) as the guys are outside spraying the gunite. There is so much vibration that my car alarm goes off about once every 10 minutes! Yesterday it was almost 90 degrees Fahrenheit here but today (after a cold front came through last night) we are in the 50's....I don't think we'll be using the new pool for a while!

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October 5th 2006

Google Gadgets for web pages

I was interested to see the announcement by Google yesterday that they are making their Google Gadgets available so that people can embed them (via a simple script tag) in their own web pages. This is particularly interesting for people like myself, whose web sites are hosted by their ISP with limited space and features enabled (as in my case).If you missed the announcement you can find it here. The list of available gadgets is here. You should see a clock gadget below.

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September 25th 2006

Has Autumn finally arrived in Central Texas?

We awoke this morning to temparatures in the 50's Fahrenheit. It's wonderful to be able to open all the windows again and let in some truly fresh air. This Summer we have endured in excess of 30 days where the temparature was over 100F. It's supposed to warm up into the high 70's or even mid 80's by mid afternoon but at least the evenings and mornings should be cooler for the next few days. We had a very strong storm front go through this area on Saturday (it was severe enough to cause the Univerity of Texas to suspend play in it's football game for over an hour). Now that the storm has passed through we are getting our first real relief from what has been a very hot Summer.

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August 22nd 2006

A long week on the road and now two weeks off

Last week I travelled to Baltimore to speak at the SHARE conference. I left home before dawn on Sunday (August 13th) to get to the airport in plenty of time given the new security procedures in effect. Apart from it taking longer than usual to check-in (due to a lot more passengers than normal checking bags) I did not encounter any other unexpected delays. Given the recent events in the UK, I was happy to see that the planes were full and that the airports were busy - people are just getting on with life, which is good to see. I arrived in Baltimore on Sunday afternoon and left on Thursday afternoon for New York to attend some business meetings at our corporate headquarters before finally flying home from New York (via Chicago) on Friday evening. I did not have as much spare time in Baltimore as I would have liked but I did at least get to walk around the harbour and take some photographs. It was hot and at times quite humid during the week. I didn't sleep well at all in Baltimore. I think my hotel must have been either close to a fire station or a police station as all night I kept getting woken up by one siren after another. From Baltimore I travelled to New York for some meetings on Friday (I actually got off in Stamford CT as it was more convenient for my friend who met me at the station). I travelled by train for the first time in a while in the US as it was both cheaper and more convenient than flying for that particular leg of my trip. I have to say it was a very pleasant experience. I took the new Acela Express service that Amtrak runs between Washington DC and Boston. I would definitely take this train again. It was very comfortable, with plenty of space to work and even had AC power that I could plug my laptop into. I got the impression that a lot of people were taking the train for the first time to avoid the travel delays being reported by many of the airports in the North Eastern United States. The train was full. I stayed with my friends and his family in Connecticut on Thursday night and I slept really well (no sirens - or any other loud noises for that matter). It was great to not have to check-in to yet another hotel and spend the night with some good friends that I don't see as often as I would like. I'm very grateful to them for putting me up for the night.

I got home about 1:30am Saturday morning after getting delayed in both New York and Chicago by a mixture of bad weather and an Instrument Landing System (ILS) failure on one of the runways at Chicago O'Hare airport. The weather in New York was bright and sunny but we could not leave on time due to the problems at O'Hare.

I haven't taken much vacation time yet this year so I am taking the next two weeks off (I'm not going back to work in fact until after the Labor day holiday here in the US). We're in the middle of a really bad drought in Central Texas. I wish some of the heavy rain I had to deal with in Chicago last Friday would find its way here. We have been over 100 degrees Farenheit every day for the past week or so. I played soccer on Sunday afternoon (August 20th). It was 97F when the game started and 103F by the end of the game (yes I know, mad dogs and Englishmen etc). My daughter went back to School last week. I still have trouble getting used to how early the schools go back in Texas compared to what I was used to growing up in England where August is considered the height of Summer.

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July 19th 2006

Started working on updates to Family & Friends section

For those of you that follow the Family & Friends section, after a long delay of about seven months, I have started getting some more recent photos of the kids posted.

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July 15th 2006

Started working on various updates

Enjoying a period of almost two weeks since I last had to travel, I have finally started making updates to many sections of the site. I still have a lot more photos from my recent trip to Europe that I want to get on-line as soon as possible, but if you care to look around hopefully you will notice a lot of updates. For folks that monitor the Family & Friends area I promise I will get some new kid photos uploaded soon!

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July 2nd 2006

Finally home after a very busy June

June was a very busy month for me. I travelled to Europe for 15 days of business meetings that took me to Prague, Vienna and various parts of the UK. I did manage to see a lot of friends and family members in between meetings and that was great. I will try over the next week or two to update the various parts of this site with some photos and other information about my recent travels. Upon my return from Europe I had to go out to California for a couple of days so I'll not start working on the updates until my head gets a bit more back into the correct timezone!

As a temporary measure, I have placed a few photos from Prague into my Yahoo! photo album. Note that the resolution of the pictures is greatly reduced from the original by the upload process but at least (hopefully) you can get an idea of what a beautiful city Prague is.

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May 11th 2006

A really stormy Spring in Texas

I have been incredibly busy at work (including quite a bit of travel) and things at home have also been busy and as a result I have not been able to post as often as I would like here in recent weeks. I have, however, managed to find a little bit of time to update other sections of the site. As has been reported in the news, May has so far been incredibly stormy in Texas. We have had numerous Thunderstorm Warnings and Tornado Watches issued by the Weather Service and sadly some areas of the state have suffered major damage as a result. We have also seen a lot of hail and very heavy rain. Mixed in with this it has been very hot. Just south of Austin, it hit 106F yesterday. Today it was cooler when we woke up as a light cold front moved through the area over night. Certainly a pleasant break from the recent very muggy conditions. The next few days are supposed to be more pleasant both in terms of temparature and calmer weather.

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March 23rd 2006

A day at the Johnson Space Center - Houston


One of the consoles in the former Apollo 13 Mission Control room

As I mentioned in my prior posting, a couple of weekends ago I finally was able to make the time to visit the Johnson Space Center in Houston. We took one of the tours that included a visit to one of the two former Mission Control rooms that were used during the Apollo program. It is fascinating to think that the total computing power in the room was about the same as that found in a modern day cell phone (at least that is what the tour guide told us). Note also the plastic tubes on the left side of the console. There was no e-mail in those days so if you wanted to send a message to someone else anywhere in the building you sent a note on paper in a tube to them through a system of pipes like those used today in many banks and other businesses! We have come a long way since then but I bet the didn't have the spam problem then that we have now! As I mentioned in my prior posting, if you are at all interested in the space program's of both the US and Russia, this tour is a must. There is another tour that takes you into the current mission control room but we did not have the time to do that tour as well. We also got to go inside many of the other buildings, including the one that contains the training areas for the Space Shuttle and for Space Station Freedom. You will find some more of the pictures that I took in my Yahoo! photo album.

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March 13th 2006

Spring has sprung - in Texas

Things have been so busy that I have not posted to the homepage here in almost a month (although I have been keeping many of the other sections of the site up to date during that time). I spent last week in Seattle where it is still very much Winter, in fact it was snowing the night before I flew home. Here in Texas this week the kids are on Spring Break and Spring has definitely arrived. We have have had almost no Winter this year and last Friday the high temparature was 90 degrees Farenheit where we live. This week it's a little cooler but still very mild. Many of the trees in our garden (mostly the Red Buds) have already bloomed. Over the weekend we drove to Houston to tour the Johnson Space Center and to visit the really excellent visitors center called Space Center Houston (a fabulous day out by the way) and along the way we saw many Texas Blue Bonnets along the side of State Road 71. I'll try and get a few of the photos I took at the Space Center posted here over the next few weeks.

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February 17th 2006

Crazy Texas weather - again!

As you will know if you have explored this site at all, I have lived in the Austin (Texas) area for a little over 10 years now. Despite that, the frequent and often dramatic shifts in weather here never cease to amaze me. Yesterday afternoon it was 81 degrees Farenheit and I was wearing shorts and playing with the kids outside. Overnight a cold front blew in and today (at 11:00) it is 39 degrees Farenheit and it has just started to rain and apparently ice storms are a possibility for the weekend. If you've ever had the pleasure of driving through or even flying through this area on an "ice day" you'll know just how much fun that can be! My friends and colleagues in the North East of the USA probably wonder why I am complaining given they are burried under snow at the moment but even so, a more than 40 degrees temparature swing in under 12 hours is amazing! The Freescale Marathon is being run here in Austin on Sunday and sadly this weather looks like making that a tough run for those involved. I am supposed to be playing soccer on Sunday afternoon and that should be fun too. Forecast highs for Sunday are in the low 30's. Despite growing up in the UK I haved most recently lived in predominantly warm areas and it's always a shock to the system when this kind of weather literally blows in. Looks like being a weekend for movies, video games and reading!

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January 30th 2006

A busy start to a busy year

As I suspected, 2006 has indeed got off to a busy start. I have already had to travel on business three times (all within the Continental USA) and we are not yet out of January. So far I have found myself in Raleigh, Las Vegas,and San Jose. I had not been to Las Vegas for a few years but it did not seem to have changed very much. I think the airport however, may make it onto my unofficial list of the "top 10 airports I least like to fly through"! Arriving is not too bad but departing is a different story. I arrived at the airport at around 5am (maybe even a little before that) for a 7am flight. I guess to an extent I was a bit naiive and expected the airport to be somewhat quiet at this early hour (I guess I have become spoiled getting used to calm early departures out of Austin). Far from being quiet, the place reminded me of LAX at four in the afternoon (LAX would also make my list). The teminal was mobbed. Long lines were everywhere, at check in, security, even for the train to the gates. In fact, even the automatic ticket kisok machines had long lines in front of them. Mental note to self, Las Vegas never sleeps and this includes the airport! The one saving grace was that there is a separate frequent flyer line for the security checkpoint. It appeared that 90% of the people leaving Vegas at that morning either were not frequent flyers or did not realize that there was such a line available. I estimate that this saved me more than 30 minutes if not more. The other saving grace was that after finally navigating all of the lines, squeezing into the train and walking through the "last chance to win" gauntlet of slot machines that I found myself right in front of a Starbucks! Oh well, enough of my complaining, 2006 is indeed off to a very busy start.

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January 11th 2006

Another busy year ahead

So the holidays are over and 2006 is here. One of my resolutions for the new year is to spend a bit more time on this web site. We'll see how well I actually manage to do that as the year progresses. As I look at my calendar for 2006 it is already filled with both personal and business commitments. Looks like being another hectic year. First day back after the break I found myself on a plane at 6:50am to attend some business meetings in North Carolina. This week I seem to have managed to catch a really nasty cold or the flu. So between work, kids and feeling under the weather, I'm already in need of another holiday and I have only been back at work for a week and a half! I hope that your year is perhaps off to a calmer start.

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December 22nd 2005

A time to reflect

At this time of year it is important for me to stop and reflect on all of the many things that I am thankful for. I am blessed in that I have many of them. Most of all I have a wonderful wife, two fantastic kids and a great extended family. I also am extremely fortunate to have such a large collection of friends and work colleagues all over the World. To all of you, here's wishing for a safe and merry Christmas/Holiday season and a very happy and successful 2006.

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December 2nd 2005

I can't believe it's already December

Where has the year gone? Time just seems to be flying by. We put up the Christmas lights outside the house last weekend. Indeed our entire street is now looking very festive. The last few weeks both work and family life have been extremely hectic so I have not been posting here as often as normal. We had a restful Thanksgiving break and the weather here in central Texas has been great recently. Clear skies, highs in the 60's Farenheit and overnight lows in the 40's and 50's (once or twice even into the 30's) over the past couple of weeks. It's supposed to be warmer again over the weekend. I have a soccer tourament to play in on Sunday and the forecast looks great for that. A friend in the UK sent me the official set of 3 DVDs containing all the highlights of the Ashes series from this Summer. I am hoping to make some time to watch those soon. Another good friend who just visited the UK brought me back the "Botham's Ashes" DVD which has all the highlights of the 1981 Headingly test on it. I did force myself to find time to watch that and I enjoyed every minute of it. It was great to relieve those few days again. I remember being home from school part of that day (but not why) and watching Botham's epic knock on TV live. Taling of how time flies, I cannot believe that that was 24 years ago now.

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November 23rd 2005

RSS Feed now tested and live

I finally added RSS support to this web page. For those of you that like using RSS readers or live bookmarks (in Firefox) the RSS feed is now available. For the time being the RSS feed is just for the main page.

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November 18th 2005

I'm ready for a rest

I haven't posted for a couple of weeks. Work has been busy, the kids have been sick, I had to have surgery (nothing major but surgery is never fun) and my wife has been looking after us all. Suffice to say, we're all hoping to get a few days rest at the end of next week during the Thanksgiving holiday (long) weekend here. In the meantime some cooler weather finally arrived here in Texas. As recently as a week ago, we were still in the 80's Farenheit but then a cold front arrived and finally we have some sweater weather for the first time since last Winter. The daytime highs have been in the 50's and 60's and at night it's been getting down into the 30's. The cooler weather is supposed to stay with us until at least the middle of next week.

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October 30th 2005

Colorado Software Summit 2005

I spent last week in Keystone (Colorado) at the Colorado Software Summit. I have put few photos into the Travel journal and also into the Yahoo! photo album. For those interested, I put some technical details into the dW Blog and I also added a few details to the Conferences section.


The mountains rise in the distance above Keystone Village

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October 27th 2005, OK So the Astros didn't quite go all the way...!

...But we're still really proud of them, especially all of our Round Rock Express alumni. Hopefully the experience gained this year will take them all the way next season! Go get a well earned rest
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October 20th 2005, The Astros finally are going all the way!

We sat on the edge of our couch in front of the TV on Monday night hoping the Houston Astros would manage to win against St. Louis and get to the World Series for the first time ever. Then, in the bottom of the 9th, with two men out and two strikes in the count, disaster struck and the Astros lost the game and the NLCS series went back to St. Louis with Houston still holding a 3-2 lead. As a result, last night we were back on the same couch, in front of the same TV as the Astros convincingly won game 6 and finally booked a place in the World Series. So why is a guy from England who is usually writing here about Cricket and Football (Soccer) so much into baseball? Well, before I moved to Texas in 1995 I liked basebal, had managed to learn most of the rules and would go to some of the Florida Marlins games (I was living in South Florida at the time) and I would watch games on TV but I did not really follow any single team that closely. Since the Astros put a minor league team in Round Rock a few years ago (the Round Rock Express) I have been following baseball a lot more closely. As I have said in prior postings, we (my wife and I) have become fairly serious Express fans in the last few years and we go to many of the home games. What made last night's Astros win so special is the fact that many of the players on the team are former Express players that have progressed to the Major league team. People in Round Rock have sort of adopted the Express players and we are extremely happy for them and what they have achieved. We're of course also happy for some of the long time Astros players that have waited a long time for this chance at the World Series. We'll be back on the couch again Saturday cheering them on in game 1 of the World Series. Good luck guys, a lot of people here in Round Rock will be cheering for you!
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October 10th 2005

Things at home and at work have been fairly hectic so I have not had a chance to make many updates to the site in the last couple of weeks. On Saturday I got together with another friend from the UK and we watched England barely qualify for the football World Cup finals with a not very inspiring 1-0 display against Austria. For the $25 it cost us on pay-per-view we were hoping for a few more goals!! Other than that, not a lot to report right now.
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Septmeber 27th 2005

In keeping with my English heritage I am again posting about the weather. I heard on the news here this morning that the official high temparature yesterday was 108F, which apparently broke a record for that day set in 1923. We have now had highs over 100F for the last six days. Again today it has already hit 100F. Global warming, I see no evidence of global warming!
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Septmeber 26th 2005

In the end, Rita passed us by here without so much a drop of rain. It was sort of eerie that we could see the edges of the storm if we looked to the South East but it never quite reached us. While other parts of Texas and Louisiana were sadly not so lucky, the only evidence we saw here of Rita was that it was a little more breezy than usual. There were not even many clouds in the sky. The weather here in Central Texas has been, and continues to be very hot. Records have been broken on more than one day recently. On September 21st, as Autumn officially arrived, we experienced temperatures around 103F (39C) and it continues to be very hot. Today, at 2pm it was 101F (38C) and by 2:30pm it was right around 104F (40C). We could actually have used some of the rain from Rita that others definitely did not need. Call it global warming, climate patterns or whatever you want, all I know is that the Texas Weather has been more weird than usual of late (and that is saying something!).
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Septmeber 23rd 2005 - Hurricane Rita update

It appears the storm has changed track somewhat to the North. This would mean that here in the Austin area we will not see anything like the bad weather that was predicted as recently as yesterday morning. These storms are fickle so we're all monitoring it closely of course. We'll keep you all posted but if the storm maintains its current path we believe that we will be fine here. Thoughts and prayers of course are with those in the direct path of this thing.
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Septmeber 22nd 2005 - Now It's Hurricane Rita

With Hurricane Katrina still very much in the news here, now we have another, potentially even bigger, storm to deal with. First of all I would like to express my thanks to our many friends that have written to us over the last few days from around the World to ask if we are doing OK given the fact that Hurricane Rita seems bound for Texas. Here in the Austin area we are well over a hundred miles from the Texas coast where Rita is likely to make Landfall. So we will not see anything like the brunt of the storm here, neither will we see any tidal surge type of damage given we are not near the coast. That said, the storm is sufficiently large, that we will likely get rain and winds consistent with a Category 1 storm here (so sustained winds in the 75mph range are possible). Sadly, the news stations here have probably created an unnecessary state of panic in the Austin area. We went to the grocery store last night to get some things and people were panic buying and all of the water had already gone. The newspapers and TV stations are trying to make sure people are prepared for a few days without power etc but in my opinion a lot of people are over reacting. It's likely we will lose power here for a bit but other than rain and wind we should be ok (famous last words right!). There is of course a risk of tornadoes being spawned by a storm such as this. The real focus here should be, and is, on getting people in the coastal areas of Galveston and Corpus Christi and the areas around Houston evacuated as necessary. Down by the coast it looks like things are going to be very rough. Our family members that live down there have already relocated thankfully. We'll keep you all posted over the next few days (assuming the power stays on!).

Maps:Several people who are not familiar with the Texas geography have asked me how close Austin is to where the storm is supposed to make landfall. You can get a Google map showing the area if you click here.

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Septmeber 20th 2005

I spent most of last week in Los Angeles. It was a very busy week for me and as such I have had little time to post anything new to the site here. Every day the hotel placed a copy of the Los Angeles Times under my door. I haven't read the LA Times much in the past but actually found it to be a quite readable paper. Moreover, imagine my surprise upon browsing the September 13th edition when I found an almost full page article on the Ashes entitled "Cricket Victory Lifts Spirits of a Nation". I was more than a bit surprised to see this much real estate devoted to the cricket (not exacly a game that is followed closely over here by the majority). Maybe there is hope for the World yet! The story (without the photos that were in the printed version) are on the LA Times web page.
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Septmeber 12th 2005 - The Ashes are coming home!

Those of you that know me will know that I am an almost fanatical cricket fan. If you don't like cricket, or have no clue what I am talking about then feel free to stop reading now! As far as I am concerned, today is one of those "I remember where I was when..." days. I don't think I have felt like this since I watched England win the Headingly test match in 1981 on TV. As it turns out I was sitting in the airport today listening to the final day of the 5th test match between England and Australia from the Oval over the internet. It was so tense for a while that I just could not listen. With five English wickets down I actually thought Australia were going to snatch it. But at the end of the day, against most predictions at the start of the Summer, England have prevailed. My hat is off to both teams. This series was nothing short of excellent. Brilliant entertainment. Yes of course I am happy that England ulimately won, but as I have said in sevral prior postings, the real winner here was the game of cricket itself. I cannot recall a series during my lifetime, except maybe the 1981 series, that has been so completely and utterly compelling to watch. I'm sure there will be a lot of second guessing in Australia over the next few days, but you know what, if a few catches had been held and and a few decisions not given, this series could easily have gone the other way. It was that close. I am also deeply indebted to a friend in the UK who sent me some highlights on DVD of a few of the matches. I would also like to express my thanks to the folks that allow the BBC Test Match Special radio broadcast to be heard around the world over the internet. To those of us that find ourselves living in other countries and unable to attend the matches this means a lot. I would also like to thank the folks at foxpsorts.news.com.au that put video highlights of each day's play on the internet. To both teams, all I can say is, thank-you for a brialliant summer of enthralling cricket. I cannot wait for the next series in Australia in 2006/7.
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Septmeber 11th 2005

I don't know about you, but all of the endless news coverage of events along the Gulf Coast and the fact that today a lot of time is being spent remembering 9/11/2001, can start to get a little overwhelming. So, all I can say is thank Heavens for sports! Here in the U.S. the Baseball season is nearing the playoffs, the National Football League (NFL) kicked off this week and College Football is into its second full week. The game last night between Texas and Ohio was a thriller. Today it was great to see the folks in the shelters in Baton Rouge cheering on the New Orleans saints while they watched on TV. Meanwhile over in the UK, the Premier League is under way and the cricket series between England and Australia which has captivated so many people's attention is going down to the wire. The bad weather may have robbed us of a really close finish to the final match but with a full day of play left and given what has transpired in the series to date I believe it's still anyone's game. So, as I said at the start of this posting, thank Heavens for the various sporting events that can, at least for a little whlie, give many of us a much needed outlet (and in my case at least, a break from my CNN/BBC addiction!).

Of course, all this talk of sports events, does not in any way imply that we are not trying to do all we can to help those left greatly in need by Katrina. Earlier today, my wife and the girl scout troop she helps run, went up and down our street collecting food donations for the folks being sheltered here in Austin. I'm happy to report that our big SUV is jam packed with supplies (we had to fold all the seats flat) and we'll be taking this to the drop off point soon. As far as I can tell the people here in Austin and all over Texas have really stepped up and its great to see.

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Septmeber 4th 2005

Yesterday my wife and I managed to find the time to attend the University of Texas football game. We don't get to go to many games and this one was a rather emotional affair as the opposing team was from Lafayette, Louisiana. The players, cheerleaders and fans who made the journey from Louisiana were given a warm reception by all those present. During the game it was announced that 7,000 refugees from Hurricane Katrina will be coming to Austin and that overall, the state of Texas is now housing approximately a quarter of a million refugees. This includes official shelters, churches and private homes. I'm glad that Texas is steping up to help so well, but I also hear that most of the official shelters are now full.
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Septmeber 3rd 2005

The news here of course remains dominated by the aftermath of hurricane Katrina. Our thoughts and prayers continue to go out to all of those affected in any way. I am glad to see our home state of Texas stepping up to take in large numbers of refugees in several cities. We all feel a bit helpless as we watch the coverage on TV but we're doing what we can by way of donations etc. We believe that Austin will start taking in refugess from the storm soon. I'm sure there will be a lot of finger pointing and politics as the immidiate emergency turns from a rescue mission to a damage assessment exercise but for now we just hope and pray that the focus remains on getting all those still stuck in the affected states to safer locations.
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August 29th 2005

I spent all of last week in Boston on business. It was a very busy week and as a consequence I haven't posted much here of late. It was nice to experience the cooler temperatures (80's by day and 50's overnight). I did not have a lot of free time in Boston but I did get a few nice sunset photos of the city and the harbor. The photo on the right, shows the USS Constitution in its Boston Harbor dock right before sunset last Thursday. The ship, also know as "Old Ironsides" is still an active vessel of the US Navy, in fact it was due to go out into the harbor for a two hour voyage the following day. You can read more about the ship here. I got back to Texas last Friday afternoon and it was 102F. Summer may be officially over and the kids are back at school, the local baseball team just played its last regular season triple-A game, but the weather right now is as hot as it has been all year. As I have been all Summer, I was up early again on Saturday and Sunday to listen to the 4th Cricket test between England and Australia from Trent Bridge. Has there ever been a more exciting series than this? England seem to be on top right now, but as I have said in prior posts, whoever wins this series, the ultimate winner is the game of cricket itself. A friend of mine over in the UK taped the third test highlights and sent them to me. That has to be one of the most exciting drawn tests ever. Today I have been working with one eye on the TV as Hurricane Katrina came onshore. It remains to be seen exactly how bad the damage and loss of life will be. Thoughts and prayers go out to all of those involved.
USS Constitution, August 25th 2005
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August 16th 2005

The last 10 days or so have seen two of the most amazing test cricket matches ever played take place back to back. With the Ashes series tied at 1-1 after 3 matches, I scarcely have any energy (or finger nails) left from sitting on the edge of my seat listening to the broadcasts over the internet from the BBC. To all my friends in Australia that sent me nice little e-mails predicting a 5-0 thrasing of England, all I have to say is "game on!". I'm glad we have a few days before the next Test starts so that we can all catch our breath (and I for one can catch up on my sleep as the brodcasts start around 5am here in Texas). I have not updated the site much in the last week o